I now understand that you can’t force people to stay. I don’t know what I was doing for the past 2 years. I love this guy and thought I would spend more of my lifetime with him, ended up it was on of those hi bye relationship. What happened? What was I doing? I thought he love me back, and found out he didn’t love me after all that. 2 years! All these phone calls, midnight chat, all the time we spent together meant nothing. A few weeks before we end it I told him I love him, he smiled. On the day we end it I told him I love him and he didn’t say anything. Maybe he doesn’t feel for me, he doesn’t love me back. I just feel like the biggest idiot now. I tried everything to make us last. It didn’t work cos It appears he doesn’t love me back.

In fairy tales your heart belongs to someone, and that someone is suppose to love you back. But in reality, that doesn’t happen.

my name is Bitch

ampun.

kok ada ya orang yg peduli bener sama omongan/ apa yg gue lakuin.
ampe nulis2 di twitter dan blog nya.. dia julukin gue "bitch". yaa gapapa sih, cm gue heran aja kenapa dia kepikiran bgt ya sama gue, jadi ge-er kan.

gue ga marah atau kesel sama dia, ya ngapain juga, kaya cape aja juga mau kesel sama orang jenis begitu. cuma ya gatel aja gue penasaran, emang gue sekeren apa ya ampe dia nulis2 begitu ttg gue?! or it is because I'm doing whatever I want, that makes me a bitch?

but thanks girl buat tulisan2 dan komen2 nya, thanks buat meluangkan banyak waktunya untuk mikirin saya.. hoho...

somehow this song reminds me of you How I Go by Yellow Card. Godddd.... :____((
uca aku kangen kamu gimana gimana gimana ajdjeFHJEIVNBaijebgiuvbenvjnvsjkdnV;sh
untung ga ada yg tau blog gue. mau nangis blablandjanfuwhfehuwihfi

untung bukan artis

di kampus saya ada artis.


yah paling tidak dulu pernah seartis itu.


tapi mulutnya annoying banget. kalo di kelas suka nanya hal2 yg gak penting. yah mungkin cuma sekadar cari muka dosen. gue inget, gue pernah duduk sebelahan bangku sm dia di kelas. ya tuhan, beneran dong bawel banget mana pas subject statistic pula. waktu dia ke toilet gue yg emang lagi ngantuk sengaja naro mashed potato di kursi nya, dan pas dia balik ke kelas dan duduk hampir sederet yg tau itu nahan ketawa. tapi untung gak didudukin. gue juga bingung kalo ntar doi mewek.


anyway, suatu hari gue ketemu pacarnya di mall, sepertinya lagi shooting buat ngambil scene untuk di suatu acara infotainment mungkin, dia beli bunga buat si cw nya yg sore nantinya akan sidang. ceritanya mau surprise gitu. basabasibusuk bentar sama si cowo dan gue cabs. gue pikir, ribet juga ya jadi artis. kalo gue yg artis trus tiba2 (amit2) ga lulus padahal udah dibeliin bunga plus didatengin infotainment, nangis bombay deh gue keluar kelas. mungkin mendem di toilet ga kluar2 ampe kamera2 pada ciao.


intinya, si artis ini ternyata gak lulus. dan hebatnya dia (mungkin) bisa menahan nangis ketika keluar kelas (atau mungkin tdk akan nangis?) dan langsung lah di dikasih bunga sm si cowonya, dan di wawancara. dia blg kalo native observer nya tertarik dgn topik thesis dia dan akan menguji ulang dg melakukan presentasi ulang di jerman. pikiran pertama di kepala gue: "gila ni anak, jijay bener boong nya!"


and i keep watching her in the video..keep watching and watching.... then I realized...man, she's so tough!! maksud gue disini, hebat bgt dia bisa keluar kelas dg muka-anak-yang-lulus-sidang-thesis. yah mungkin cuma sedikit orang yg sadar di bagian itu. kebanyakan dari mereka akan berfikir "oh shit man, najis bgt bohongnya, kalo gue jadi dia gak bakal gue kaya gitu". but hey, lo gak akan pernah bisa bertukar tempat dg seseorang dan blg seenaknya "kalo gue jd dia gue gak akan begitu". no one knows....


salah satu temen gue nge-tweet begini: "Gak lulus tapi ngaku2 lulus itu lebih hina daripada jelek tapi ngaku2 ganteng". gue gak akan menyalahkan pendapat orang. terserah mau berpendapat apa, toh ga ada hubungannya jg sama gue. tapi coba lo semua berada di posisi si artis. tidak-lulus-thesis-defense. mungkin lo semua gak se tough dia. mungkin...


jadi.....beruntunglah kalian yg bukan artis.

I fall in love easily with man & his guitar

oh my God. I almost cried while watching this video. my friend of mine played it perfectly!!

Daryl Nasution - Julia (The Beatles Cover)

Row by Jon Brion

Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.

meet Wibi :)